A few days ago I met a friend who said 'Your optimism is superficial. Inside you are breaking. You know it is over but you cant accept or you refuse to accept it.'
Ya... I am stubborn that ways.. HeHe...
Why is it that when you give someone attention, they take it in the wrong way and say mean things to you or take you for granted? It is like they are begging you to actually play games with them and ignore them!
The thing is I have never been good at ignoring people I care about. So either I care a lot and give the attention or I dont care at all and give none. And with none I mean ZILCH! I have done that.
Okie... the above stuff was random but I just had to write it..
Last month I had crazzzzzzzy amounts of blonde in my hair! Dont even ask how... It was a result of a tragic colouring mishap...
But thankfully by 31st Dec I had controlled the problem by colouring my hair Burgundy so now "I dont look like a Tiger or a wildcat or I Dont glow in the Dark or Reflect sunlight" much to the dismay of my dearest friends who had a gala time pulling my leg over it.
Best was that even P, who is slightly colourblind and calls dark green, dark red, could see my hair colour when it was blonde!!
Anyways ina couple of hours I will be 21 and I will enjoy myself ofcourse, but call me sad or pathetic or whatever, I will still miss him... I will still think about May.
But I will also take one more step in accepting change.
I will maybe let that boy take me out on a date. [he's sweet :)]. I will grow up... in a good way.
REeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... you are being missed the most!! dont worry... once I am in Delhi you shall get a TREAT.. Pune style!! :D