With a tight slap
Life brought me back
I was floating away
In my world of blue roses
And with my jagged fingers
I ripped every petal apart
I was smiling in vain
Now I wither in pain
I remember what you felt like
Sweet and salty memories
Memories that won’t go away
I see you in the darkest hour of the night
One step away from the edge
If I jump… Will I fly again?
Fly back to the place I thought I’d call home
Oh wait! Did I not burn it last night?
Now I fly around in circles…
Feeling trapped in my own mind.
One step from an infinite slumber
So if I cry… Will I believe again?
I can’t run to you…
Distance just killed the maps.
And when you switch off again
I die… just to come back to life.
You asked me to stop. To grow up.
I aged a thousand years last night.
So wish me Happy Birthday and charge me with murder
I just killed who I was to give birth to my doppelganger.