Saturday 23 February 2008

Sorry about them...

Alrite.. I think I hav to warn everyone about these....
Due to my present state of mind there might be just be lot many sappy philosophical at times boring posts about love and heartbreak and stuff like that..
I ahve decided to write and write and write about it till i am dead tired of doing so...

Anyways you know what is the hardest thing about break ups.. The friends that you make while you were in the relationship.. I really enjoyed being with those people and now, though the break up isn't mess, i still cant go meet these people because I am supposed to give a grace period before I start meeting him again.. But i miss the fun so badly.. I feel like I got th raw deal..
Why? Why is it becoming so difficult? Is it that easy to forget someone? Is it that easy to begin a new life like nothing has happened?
I am tired of wallowing in my grief actually.. Maybe I should mention some new happy things..
The auntie who serves Vada Pav in the hostel is back! So I managed to have a cheap but delicious meal today... Oh what all being broke teaches you... Seriously!!
But I like it at times.. You know.. Living like this..
Actually I think I like everything that life brings.. And with everything I mean everything.. There has got to be a reason behind every single thing that happens in my life.. Every shit.. every nice thing.. Rite?

4 comments:

Soul Less Curry said...

umm.. :)
How about paying a little visit to 41things.com Without the scare of being preachy I just want you to pay it a little visit for the idea. Find out such things you always always wanted to do.. which could give you happiness.. like going for salsa classes maybe or learning to play guitar.. or anything like that.

And, accept the things and do cry a lot. It helps.

zephyr said...

thanks!!! :)

FAITHLESS said...

Well i survived.. in the end we all do.. .they say ... if something doesnt work out in your life there is something better in store for you.. thats nature's rule... tough to believe.. but when you get around the shit you are in ... you will turn back and just smile and at the end ...remember just the good times.. and faintly not so good ones too.. but in the end its all worth it.. atleast you were in love..and like mettalica coins it.. Nothing else matters...
When i had my fall i had made these lines my anthem.. see if it helps
I am wounded not slain.. ill lay my self to rest.. let my self beleed for a while.. and then ill get up and fight back ..
I survived.. and i hope you do too.. take care

Kaushik said...

Its actually not that bad you know. I mean, its easier said than done; but Ill tell you the simple funda. If you are involved with someone, you have intertwined lives. Just wait for the tangle to ease out, and once your separate existences have been established, you'll sail through. Until then, there are many alternatives in this world you know, alcohol is always there!:-)