Friday, 22 February 2008

You know how pissing off it is to grow up.. To stop believing in things like love?? But I have no choice.. I have to stop or it kills me.. I want to say all that I want to in a more beautiful well set manner but somehow I cant.. Not tonight. I guess Tonight I just want to scream it out!
Why the hell are you so confused? Why the hell is everyone so confused and hell bent upon complicating the simplest thing ever present on earth.. That is LOVE..
Why is everything in this world bound by a word called RELATIONSHIP?? So if you tell me tonight that we are not in a relationship anymore, does it mean we are not in love anymore? NO! and you can feel that too... you can hear it in your own voice..
You asked me to move on and grow up.. Of course I will.. Of course I knew it wasn't forever.. But I wanted to feel it all... I was in LOVE.. and that mattered to me than being in a RELATIONSHIP!!
Don't run away from your fears.. Love is simple... just let it happen... The more one scrutinises it, the less it becomes..
And fine I contradict myself again.. I do.. I do believe in LOVE... How can I not when I still love you? How can I not when I see my dearest 'Lily n Marshal' still together (the one who needs to know came to know :))... And I am there... Ill always be there.. your the kind of GUY friend I'd always wanted...

But I just don't believe in 'us' anymore? And that hurts...

4 comments:

Raghav said...

hmmm...sounds bloody painful that!
but maybe love isnt all that simple, and i feel that therein lies life's greatest tragedy.
we treat something as complicated and important as love, as something simple and therefor, sometimes, something trivial.

zephyr said...

maybe ur rite.. but u knw being in love is like looking at that person n feeling happy n smiling.. I always feel like that.. where u just hang out n feel happy... sadly people overanalyse.. specially those people who tell me that they live for the moment.. if they do then why do they lose those very beautiful moments.. moments that were waiting to happen..

freesherry said...

love is not about 'you' 'me' or 'us'
and its definitely not about relationships
its impossible to stop believing in it.. i mean its like not believing in the trees or the sun or the oceans..

Eternal Optimista said...

Why is everything in this world bound by a word called RELATIONSHIP?? So if you tell me tonight that we are not in a relationship anymore, does it mean we are not in love anymore? NO!

:(
Certainly!
I would refrain from saying anything further 'coz you look sensible enough to deal with this situation on your own. It is going to be painful, but I'm sure you'll get over it.

Lastly, I'm reminded of something on believing in love which is completely inapt here but yet, I want to share it with you.. :D

Love is forever and ever and ever and ever...
Only the partner changes. :)


PS: Really looking forward to your coming posts, so blogrolling you. Tc! :)