With a tight slap

Life brought me back

I was floating away

In my world of blue roses

And with my jagged fingers

I ripped every petal apart

I was smiling in vain

Now I wither in pain

I remember what you felt like

Sweet and salty memories

Memories that won’t go away

I see you in the darkest hour of the night

One step away from the edge

If I jump… Will I fly again?

Fly back to the place I thought I’d call home

Oh wait! Did I not burn it last night?

Now I fly around in circles…

Feeling trapped in my own mind.

One step from an infinite slumber

So if I cry… Will I believe again?

I can’t run to you…

Distance just killed the maps.

And when you switch off again

I die… just to come back to life.

You asked me to stop. To grow up.

I aged a thousand years last night.

So wish me Happy Birthday and charge me with murder

I just killed who I was to give birth to my doppelganger.