I am oddly happy today.. No sadness.. No why's... Just plain belief that everything happens for a reason and that the reason is good.. As of now maybe I felt that this wasn't a situation I wanted to be in but I am in it and nothing can change that.. so what the hell !! Might as well go with the flow...
Anyways apart from this I am going home very very soon!! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! NOt that I dont enjoy my life where I am but I need a lil bit of homely comforts and some familiar faces from the times when nothing really mattered or broke your heart or disillusioned you. For everything then was just a dream which you would get closer to when you're grown up. But oh well we grew up.. hehe.. Dont get me wrong again.. I love every bit of it!!
All the experiences that I go through now and will go through in the future...
But for sometime I just want to go back to my mom who thinks I am the most beautiful girl in the world.. (awwwwww).. My best friend who thinks I am going to be someone someday.. My dad who believes in every dream that Ive ever had... I dont really have to prove anything to these people... That's the beauty of it... They still believe..
Especially my best friend...
She believes in soooooooooo many things still.. sometimes I feel that no matter what I do.. She will never ever stop believing in me.. She may raise her eyebrows from time to time and admonish me for my erratic behaviour (she flipped when I told her I got drunk ! :) ) but I know that she too enjoys and understands who I am and why I am like this... Love you so much woman!!
So I end this random post of mine telling all these people that I am coming home soon and though I drive each one of you crazy in some way or the other I still LOVE you guys so much!!!
alright.. enough now.. :)
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